Journal of an Obsessor

I came into today, expecting it to be total crap. This day has so many bad memories tied to it. But I couldn't be happier with the outcome of today.
It was fricken freezing when I went to school. The street was flooded just before school, so it was like driving through the ocean.
My really goodness began when I was taking my stuff out of my locker to go to class. I look up and there's Andy, coming to talk to the seniors who always sit around my locker. My heart seriously skipped a couple beats. I kinda ran off so that I could find my other friends who would be arriving soon. That gave me an excuse to come back to my locker with them and just stand there and stare at all his beauty. Fuck, he looked so amazing.
Math was okay, we learned about conditions for similaraty. In History we watched a clip from All In The Family, and then talked about the 60s. English was pretty good today. We did our presentations and then talked about the field trip tomorrow. Lunch was SNOOZE fest pretty much. I didn't eat, but instead spent most of the time in the library, typing up a math report that is due tomorrow. Then I researched cloning and emailed Ama and stuff. Towards the end of the period, I decided to come out to Shreya. And she took it really well and that made me happy.
Science was pretty good. We learned about vectors, which is a really easy topic.
Work was fine, nothing spectacular about it. I made a kid cry by not putting up wit him when he was complaining about counting and me saying "Fine, we won't count today!" I'm seriously getting a reputation for making kids cry.
Immersion was AMAZING! We had a seder meal, and then had a really good discussion about abortions afterwards. I must admit to you, I've always wanted to be Jewish. To me, it's a religion and belief system that makes more sense to me than Christianity. I think I'm going to try to make sure I get with a Jewish guy.
I was really the only person who came to help set up, so I kinda stood around while Jamie and Beth did everything. When Teija came, we picked the last scraps of meat off the bones of the chicken, which was delicious. The meal was beautiful, which I never doubted it would be. The horseradish was an interesting experience. I ate all of it, and it felt like an explosion went off in my mouth or something.
I really enjoyed the discussion about abortions, but at the same time I felt awkward. I know that my views on things are very different than other's views, and often times my views contradict themselves. So it's really hard for me to discuss things.
When we prayed, it was totally ridiculous. Most of us had a hard time keeping a straight face, mostly due to the absurd wish for a Snow Day and the joke about Natalie's dog.
And then Teija decided to ask if we could go on a missions trip to "Newzzie Land". She actually said New Zealand, but totally stressed the wrong sylables. It was pretty awesome.

So ya, there's my first entry of (hopefully) a bunch of future entries!

To be honest, I don't like posting in my LJ. I write in my diary, and that's about it. In my diary I can write anything. On here... not so much.

Anyways, Ama took this quiz on her LJ and so I decided I'd do it too!

A
• Are you available?: No
• What is your age?: 14
• What annoys you?: People who chew really loudly.

B
• Do you know anyone named Billy?: Sorry, but no
• When is your birthday?: November 12
• Who is your best friend?: I have way to many to count

C
• What's your favorite candy?: Reeses Pieces!
• Crush?: There's a special someone, and they like me back :D
• When was the last time you cried?: Hmm... Thursday night?

D
• Do you daydream?: Yeah, sometimes
• What's your favorite kind of dog?: Schnoodles are the only ones that I can handle.
• What day of the week is it?: Either Tuesdays or Fridays

E
• How do you like your eggs?: Scrambled.
• Have you ever been in the emergency room?: Ya
• Ever pet an elephant?: I'm pretty sure I have.

F
• Do you use fly swatters?:  Yes, and they never work.
• Have you ever used a foghorn?: Don't you have to be in a lighthouse to use a foghorn?
• Is there a fan in your room?: No.

G
• Do you chew gum?: Ew, no.
• Do you like gummy candies?: Ya
• Do you like gory movies?: I can watch them fine, but I'm not particularily fond of them.

H
• How are you?: I have a bit of a headache.
• What's your height?: Uhm... 5'6"?
• What color is your hair?: Dirty blonde

I
• What's your favorite ice cream?: Mint and chocolate chip!
• Have you ever ice skated?: I used to go skating at least 5 times a year (which to me seems like a lot)!
• Ever been in an igloo?:  Well, it depends on what you consider an igloo.

J
• What's your favorite Jelly Bean?: Hmmm... black. Except too many of them make my tongue hurt.
• Have you ever heard a really hilarious joke?: Lol, all the time.
• Do you wear jewelry?: Yep. I wear a cross necklace, and a red bracelet.

K
• Who do you want to kill?: No-one
• Have you ever flown a kite?: Yep.
• Do you think kangaroos are cute?: I guess so.

L
• Are you laidback?: Not really.
• Lions or Tigers?: and bears, oh my! Uhm... Tigers.
• Do you like black licorice?: I've had it once when I got a black eye. I haven't had it since.

M
• Favorite movie as a kid?: The Dark Crystal
• Ever shopped at Moosejaw?: I've never been there
• Favorite store at the mall?: H&M!

N
• Do you have a nickname?: Jera!
• Whats your favorite number?:   9
• Do you prefer night or day?: Hmm... evening.

O
• What's your one wish?: That I can stay with someone forever
• Are you an only child?: No
• Do you like the color orange?: It's okay, I guess

P
• What are you most paranoid about?: Being portrayed wrong in public
• Piercings?: I want one
• Do you know anyone named Penelope?: No

Q
• Are you quick to judge people?: Sometimes...
• Do you like Quaker Oats?: Never tried them.
• Know anyone that makes quilts?: Probably

R
• Do you think you're always right?: Sadly, yes
• Do you watch reality TV?: I'm kinda addicted to it, actually.
• Reason to cry?: There are many.

S
• Do you prefer sun or rain?: Both are nice.
• Do you like snow?: Ya
• Whats your favorite season?: Fall

T
• time is it?: 4:15
• What time did you wake up?: 6:00

U
• Can you ride a unicycle?: No
• Do you know anyone with a unibrow?: Yes
• uncles do you have?: Uhm... Hmm... I dunno

V
• What’s the worst vegetable?: Tomatoes. Shoot, that's a fruit. Lima Beans. Which is probably a legume...
• Did you ever watch Veggie Tales?: Ya
• Ever considered being vegan?: I couldn't do that.

W
• What's your worst habit?: my Jeranoia
• Do u like water rides?: Ya
• Ever been inside a windmill?: No.

X
• Have you ever had an x-ray?: Ya
• Ever used a Xerox machine?: Ya

Y
• Do you like the color yellow?: Yes
• What year were you born in?: 1992
• Do you yell when you're angry?: Ya

Z
• Do you believe in the zodiac?: Only when I want to
• What's your zodiac sign?: Scorpio
• When was the last time you went to the zoo?: Years ago

Okay, so you all know the scene in which Harry and everyone else in his dormitory have those candies that turn them into animals? Well, I used to hate it. But now after watching the movie again, I really like it. It shows that while Harry may be the chosen one and is all special, he's still just a normal guy. And omg, there's a line that I really want to say to someone soon, "Your aura is pulsing dear, are you in the beyond?!"

Finally, it's the last day of school! This also means that I don't have to hide my screen in tech class, because our teacher is letting us do whatever we want. Mhm, it's pretty nice.

I ended up forgetting my gym summative today. The first thing that I've screwed up all year long, and of course it had to be in gym class and on the last day. I talked to my teacher and he told me to bring it tomorrow, but he sounded slightly disappointed.

Other than that, today has been pretty good so far. Im hoping that when I get home, my costume will have arrived. I really want to make sure that my scarf will match it.

I've started coming up with some more ideas for the Villoake series, which is really good. I was stuck for so long without any ideas. Now I can actually work on it during the summer like I planned. The ideas? Well, each book will be named after a different Zodiac symbol. (I know, a LOT of writing). But it works with my original idea. See, my original idea was to make each book based off of the five classical elements and each book would deal with the characteristics tied to those elements. Instead, I still could focus on the elements, but at the same time I could focus on the different characteristics involved with the 12 zodiac signs. (Interesting tidbit: zodiac comes from the Greek word, "Zodiakos" which means 'circle of little animals' It made me laugh) There's also a lot more information out there on the zodiac than the elements, which makes it easier to include both. Thoughts?

I'm getting into a research phase. I wanted to make the list of what I want to do this summer, but I think that's going to have to wait for later.

Well, this entry was going to be one thing and then it became something completely different. Which I guess isn't that bad of a thing, but it's not helpful when you're trying to remember stuff.

Back in 1999, I got a journal as my birthday present. I wrote in it on and off, usually about twice a year. It wasn't until last year that I started to write in it pretty seriously. My entries got a lot longer and my handwriting improved so much. To give you an idea of how much I've written so far; from January to today, I have written 50% of what is written.

Last night, after writting like three pages, I decided to go back and read some entries (something that I do quite often). One of the first things that I noticed was that starting January 1st this year, I dropped "Dear Diary" from the beginning of my entries. Weird, huh?

Then there was one entry that I made back in February about a dream that I had. And as I got further into the dream, I started to realize that the dream had actually came true. Weird, huh?

Okay, so today our tech teacher decided to change the length of the project we're working on. It turns out that I've finished everything that we ahve to do now. SO, I have nothing to do during tech for the next three days. Which is actually kind of nice. It means that I can just sit around, go on facebook, post some on CoS forums and do nothing!

This morning I was super bored and I had a whole lot of extra time before I had to go to the bus. So I went and spent like 5 minutes doing my hair. It's actually kind of gross though, because now I have three different hair products in my hair; one for colour, one for hold and then one for the annoying bits that wouldn't stay in place.

I felt bad this morning. I didn't bring OotP with me this morning, so when the British Lady saw me she thought I was done reading all the books, and that's what I said. But I felt bad for lying to her...

I'll post later. There's not that much else that has happened today.

Really, what is a person to do? There's a person who's come back into my life, and I've trying to stitch up holes that grew between us. They'll talk to me, they'll start the conversation. This is way more than they did when we were really good friends. Most of the other times, I'll be the one starting the converstation. But recently, I've started to run out of topics. I can't think of a single thing to talk about. And really, it sucks. I've been trying so hard to repair everything that's gone. And now it seems to all be falling apart. So what is a person to do, when they've tried so hard to have something but it won't happen?

DISCLAIMER: Don't mistake this for a typical emo teenager post xD It's not. I'm quite happy for the second chance I've been given.

Okay, so I haven't posted on here for a while, even though I should've. I feel kind of bad. But like, what do I write? Ama is capable of writing gigantic entries, but I... I'm stuck with two or three sentences xD

Wouldn't it be rad if 
"the Giant Squid is actually the world's largest Animagus, which rises from the lake at the eleventh hour, transforms into Godric Gryffindor and..."
As Jo says on her site?

Today was pretty fun. Every morning, there's this british lady that walks by me and she has two dogs. One of them is Betsy. She's pretty awesome. So anyways, I was holding Order of the Phoenix and she said, "Reading Harry Potter are you, eh? Are you excited for the next book?" And I said ya. And then she told me that she has all the books and she can't wait. See, that's why I love that lady. I don't know her name or anything about her, but the small two seconds we spend everyday are pretty awesome.

The rest of the day was kinda boring. I got 6 awards in the Bateman Best, and they were all mostly for really lame things. I almost finished my gym summative in tech and I got out of gym by selling samosas. It was fun.

We finished our whole french summative after school, and we have SOOOOOOOOOO many bloopers. But at least it's all done. Now I have two more summatives left; vocal and gym.

HP IN 37 DAYS!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!! I can't wait!

As many of you know, I spend most of my day reading Harry Potter stuff. Today, I came upon this picture:


( Picture below! )

Well, after many failed attempts, I'm going to try to make this the LJ that I'll post on daily. If you don't already know, I'm a bit obsessed with Harry Potter. But don't worry, it's not going to take over my journal. Mostly it'll be about things that happened during the day, or quizzes or lists or picture or... who knows!

This post is gonna be quick and simple. I'm in tech class right now, so I'm not really dedicating much work to it.... And that's about it!